You will not find it in me simply because I can't, wake up and find it in me, I'm in a coma.

I haven't blogged in a bit, might as well get one in now.

It seems that when I blog, most of the time it involves a girl, this time doesn't break that trend. I can't say her name, simply because I don't want it to be obliterated before it even gets a chance to shine. If it gets a chance. I found out that she has a crush on me, good news, I like her, good news, it gets a bit more complicated after that, but I can't say why. Some of my friends have seen the things shes done and can only look at me and say "Holy crap shes everything you like!" So yeah, hopefully that develops.

I've been working on expressing what I see in my head a lot more. Anybody who cares to listen and throw me words or phrases I'll show you what I mean. Most of the time they are demented, its what I like, so if that doesn't float your boat its probably not in your best interest.

My shit is wack! woah-ah! woah-oh!

I'm getting back into drawing. If I can listen to music, I can get something decent down. A bit of writing too, mostly my last hour is taken up by that. Apparently I slept-wrote a page of it. I remember going to bed in third hour, and waking up fifth hour. I got all the work in between done, I even wrote in that book. (Terrible page of writing by the way.)

This girl, I am attempting to supply her with strength. I cannot say why, hell, when I want to divulge on this topic, I only hit another wall. Give me time, maybe then it will all be explained.