Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stuff...Got medication, a new addiction, fuckin' thanks alot.

Second hour seems to be a popular place to update. It supplies me with a nice amount of bordem.

I went to heaven, I couldnt get in, for what I have done...I said "Forsake me" He said "Your crazy, you were to much fun."

That girl I was talking about for a sec I think likes me, poor thing, she has no idea. Also, shes to young. (Freshman)

Friday seems so far away. The sleep deprivation experiment starts tonight. Its going to be hell to get through, but Im certain that it will prove to be a worthwhile experiment. I guess Im just going to see how real the halucinations become. Perhaps reality will warp like I said. Anybody who knows me, be wary for the next two days, I may not be myself, and I may not be where I think I am.

I really want people to start knowing who I am, and I want them to like me, and I want to be that coy, flirty, mischief maker. Maybe I can wake up as a different person after this experiment.

Stay tuned for more details!