Some of us, will never sleep again.

So, I've been reviewing my life as of late, and its getting kind of weird. For example, I forget where I am at random times throughout the day, (Which is hell to conceal at school, you just have to pray you don't freak out when you re-surface.) I'm CONSTANTLY thirsty, yet no matter what I drink, or how much of it I drink, its never quenched. Insomnia, lots and lots of insomnia, and it just keeps getting worse, I'm falling into a routine of finally sleeping at 3 am-ish and getting up at a 5:30, its not because I want to, I just cant sleep anymore.

Lifes been getting a bit more, how would I say, entertaining? With the forgetting locations portion, I get a little surprise now and then, with the insomnia, I get warped vision, slight hallucinations, and a bit of a lucid-life style. Sure, there are a few drawbacks, but nothing I cant manage.

I had a bit of an epiphany today, or perhaps you would call it a prophetic proverb, whatever, "The deteriating or crippled brain, supplies one with endless possibilities, even if these events never actually lave the mental confinement of the hosts mind." Simply put, I can escape in my own head.

The people of the world never lift their heads from the ground long enough to actually examine, come to terms, and seperate from the filth and pestillence that spews from the pores of others. We cannot escape, we cannot destroy, but we can erradicate, and that, my dear friends, is all that one ever needs to achieve in life.