So you can survive, when law is lawless! Feeilng sensations that you thought were dead, no squeeling, remember; that its all in your head.

Life is going up. Theres a girl I've been flirting with, and her back to me, things look like there going to go somewhere from it too. Theres a lot of joy derived from just talking to her, let alone being around her.

In other news, Jamaican Me Crazy Wed. might be cancelled today, or just severly reduced in size, due to the weather. I say screw the ice and lets go anyway, traditions are traditions...bitches.

I'm going to start passing the brainwash flyers out to the school again, hopefully before to long I can get the message across or perhaps to a higher authority to notice that the student body knows whats going on, or at least me.

Theres a decent chance for a snowday either tomorrow or Friday due to some awesome blizzard warnings, and the rain thats going to freeze, comon icy death on the roads, I'm rooting for you.

The weekend update can't happen this week because all I really remember was going to Bubble Island. I think I might of crashed at Gareths one night also. Then something about cake, Borderlands, a small child, and lack of her being there.

Thats it for now I guess

Later!

And when you wake up, everything is gonna be fine. Gaurentee you awake in a better place, in a better time.

So your tired of living? Feel like you might give in? Well don't...It's not your time.

Its been a while since I've updated, yet I really don't have a lot to say. You know, I'm just going to shorten this alllll the way down until I have more time or feel like doing this more, life is looking up.

Later.

So when you close your eyes for the big sleep, I hope you think of me.

So, today is Jamaican me Crazy Wed.

Ive been having a bit of thought lately, and I really need to bring out the old me, thats all I'm going to say about it.

This weekends coming up fast, and I'm stoked. Gonna get alot of time in with friends, have a good time, and sleep like no other.

I've been looking for something that interests me to draw, I want to get back to that too, its been to long since I've picked up a pencil and actually drawn something of meaning.

Thats it for today, small update.

Later!

Sitting in an English garden waiting for the sun...If the sun don't come you get a tan from standing in the English rain...

I had a pretty good day yesterday! After school I hung around town a bit with Ben and Adam something or another, went back to my place and had some wicked tacos. Found out I could hook up my computer to my computer, watched a movie. Talked to some people, slept.

I hope that this week goes well, we have finals, but as the days progressivly dwindle, I'm finding that I only have like one exam.

Jamaican me crazy wed. is tomorrow, and I'm looking forward to it more than ever. Sometimes I wonder if I'm not just here to wait for something else. Wait for school to get out, wait for Friday, wait to hang out with friends. But ya know, in the end, it all comes to you anyway.

Short update today, Later!

You will believe my lies, that I'm not like other guys. That sparkle in my eyes, is just part of my disguise.

Onto the loooong weekend update.

Wed. Get out of school, go to Jamaican me crazy, burn time all we want because there wasn't any more musical. A fairly large group this time. Afterwords head over to Panera, first time I've ever been there, I approve. Go to Rachels house to play Monopoly, get sick of it, hide and seek, Mario Kart, leave. Go to Gareths, game game game, sleeeeep.

Wake up Thursday, Wendys with Gareth, shower, ...rest is a blank till Friday night.

Meet up with Gareth, Lee, Jeremiah, Alsatia, and her friend Audra. Go to Meijers, THE LOUNGE WAS GONE! Leave. Go to Jeremiahs for pingpong, leave, go to Felspauch for cookie dough, leave, Alsatias house, watch Anchorman, eat cookies, awesome, leave. Go to Eddies, Gareth sick, he goes home, deep conversations with Lee, Eddie, and Jeremiah. Sleep.

Wake up Saturday, go home for a bit, head out with Lee and Taylor to Bubble Island, have fun, drink awesome tea, yay mango stars. Drop Taylor off, deep conversations with Lee, go to Gareths, L4D! Kill kill kill shoot shoot, holy crap why is nobody getting this smoker off me, kill shooot, heal, ow Im down, revive, kill, FUCK THIS GAME! ...okay keep going, kill kill, we beat a campeign! Rejoice! Celebrate with 5:00 am sleep!

Wake up Sunday, fuck its Sunday. Go home, stay home, deep conversation with Taylor, sleep.

Thats the weekend for ya.

Later!




...Stay classy San Diego

Please tell me why, my car is in the front yard, and I'm, sleeping with my clothes on. I came in throught the window, last night.

NOW! (Don't get mad, its just some fun ;D)

Well, yesterday I didn't end up hanging out with Jeremiah, in fact, I actually got some work done...Then killed zombies.

Today however, is the equivalent of Friday, and my god, it is also Jamaican Me Crazy Wed.! You can't deny that it is a recipe for awesome. So much free time, so much of it is going to be wasted. Woo!

I feel like today is actually a really good day, I played Basketball in gym today, and yes, I do suck at it, but hell, it was fun. This really addicting song is in my head to. My Own Worst Enemy - Lit, if you get some time, listen to it.

Have a good weekend!

FINALLY! GOODBYE! (Calm down xD)

Later!

Here lies everything...The world I wanted at my feet...My victory's complete...So hail to the king......Arise and sing.....

Lets make this happen.

Yesterday, was supremely un-eventful.

Today though, I get some bro-time, and yes, I am calling it bro-time. Gonna hang out with Jeremiah after his bowling practice. It will be fun.

Tomorrow is like Friday!!! BLOODY STOKED! Since the musicals over I have so much free time. In all honesty, most of its going to be spent groggily playing video games or heading up to Lansing. I don't plan on being at my house more than an hour that entire time, fuck that, had enough of that.

I guess thats all I really got to update with today.

Later

I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds...

...Wild blog update appears!

So, Friday night, we had the first performance of the musical. It went so smooth it was ridiculous. Afterwords alot of us all went to Denny's and just kinda hung out for a bit. I ended up crashing at home that night, but it wasn't that big of a deal, I was beat.

Saturday, wake up, chill until Jeremiah comes and gets me for musical, do another good show, talk with friends that came, go to wicked cast party, talk with people I normally wouldn't, catch up with friends I haven't seen a while, see some girls in a hot tub, yeah, good so far. Go to Gareths. Jeremiah, James, Eddie, Lee, Gareth of course, and I all rock out some L4D2. Crash. Sleeping was terrible.

Sunday, wake up groggy and in pain, go get chinese with Gareth. Get home at 2:00, go to the final show. Another good one. Strike the set. Finally cross the bridge between the two and find out that Josh likes Rachel, I tell him that she likes him to, happy ending. Leave, go hang out with Lee and Jeremiah for like an hour and grab Wendy's. Home, sleep.

Thats all for the weekend update.

Later.

You may say, I'm a dreamer...But I'm not the only one. I hope someday, you will join us, and the world will be one.

Lets get to it.

So, yesterday, I spent my entire day in the Auditorium, we got some practice in, then did a school preview for all three schools, it was hectic, and a bit stressful. Im nervous about tonight, I really wish I didn't get myself into this, but it would be cruel to bail out now.

Hey, its Friday, for some reason I keep forgeting that. Possibly heading to Dennys after the show tonight. I guess its a tradition or something.

Shot longbows in gym today, one can never feel more midevil than he can shooting a longbow. Me and Gabe Christ both were up there, plugging away....My fingers hurt.

Want to hang out with some friends this weekend, but the show is going to get in the way. If we do something, its going to be one of those 'on the fly' type of decisions, and that will be fine, I just don't want to only spend one night with my friends, and end up crashing at home both Friday and Saturday. Perhaps a Bubble Island run is in order.

I guess thats it for now

Later!

Stamp on the ground! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Move it all around! Jumpin' all around!

Hm, blog time is go!

So, last night was pretty good, I got through school ok, and in tact (Arm? Check, leg? Ok, were good). After I got home, I got a call from my grandma that she was bringing over Left 4 Dead 2, yes, oh god yes. Zombie killing at its finest my friends, and its not immature to think that it may happen, its just preparing for a slim occurance. If it does happen, its going to be some strange strain of rabies, and your probably going to be able to kill them any way you could a normal human.

Jamaican me crazy Wed. today. I'm happy the week is flying by this fast. Though this weekend might not be the best, its still a weekend. The show is just going to eat up alot of time with it. Im trying to get Rachel to go with us, but Alsatia thinks we should wait until next week so it will be less hectic, though, its not really going to be hectic at all.

Cooking today in foods, so Im skipping lunch. Thats a great way to end the school day, making food. My groups going to be doing some Fettucine Alfrado.

I guess thats it for now.

Later!

Punches, kicks, trenches and swords!

Alright, lets get this show on the road.

Went to Taco Bell with Jeremiah, Alsatia, and Gareth (Awesome). Then went to musical practice. It ran really late though, and Jeremiah left me there, so I had to run home in the dark. I got yelled at, and my parents might keep me from doing the musical now.

Today started pretty interesting, Ally came up to me, got up in my face and started yelling. I got that rage yell going and she backed down and went back to her group. After she was safe in the confines of tons of people, she yells for me to go kill myself, I then reply, "Funny, you are the one that always wants to." Casual walk away. Got to love some good confrontation.

Shot bows in first hour. Ben B has some wicked marks on his arm from the string. Hopefully bringing in my longbow Friday. So far, second hours rocked. Mr. Hoffman left the room and we had a massive paper fight, everybody was into it, some people were on the ground wrestling, then he came back. We started hoarding ammo, and he left again, Jake shouts "ROUND 2!" And we all get right back to it, freaking awesome. I think this is going to be a regular thing.

I wonder what everybodys doing today after school. Gah, the weekend seems so far away, its only Tuesday.

Guess thats it for now.

Later!

Someone said its alright, save it now, dont say it for my sake. Someone said its alright, faster now, you know Ive got no brakes.

Alright, lets get this on the road.

Friday night, I hung out with Jeremiah for a bit, then picked up Alsatia at Rachels house, talked Rachel into coming with us, and we went to the concert. It was ok, not that great, but hell, it was loud music, and I was fine with it. We ended up leaving early though because we werent going to be able to see Gauges band, which is the entire reason we went.

We then went to subway for like a minute just to stop in and see James. After that we went to Meijers and sat in the meijer lounge until this old bastard came up, gave us a lecture, and told us to move. He said, 'this is not a lounge', so I had to make the remark, 'funny, we call it the meijer lounge.' As we were walking away, he called me an asshole, so we all made jokes on the way out. "Don't worry guys, at least we dont work at Meijer for a living!" Played a bit of the truth game, dropped Rachel and Alsatia off, crashed.

Saturday, uneventful.

Sunday, equally uneventful.

So not a big weekend this time around, but hell, what can ya do. I do know that after school today Jeremiah, Alsatia, and I are all having a Taco Bell run. Musical practice is sure to be hell, its show week, and apparently this is the week where everybody has to sell there soul to Sco.

To indulge my nerdness, Left 4 Dead 2 comes out tomorrow! Jeremiah, Gareth, and I should get together and play the hell out of it, come to think of it, I think thats the plan. Probably not tomorrow, but maybe squeeze it in around the musical this weekend.

I guess thats it for now.

Later!

Some poser at hands me cake at a birthday party, "What you want me to do?! Eat it?! Happy birthday to the ground!!!"

Well, Im having a pretty damn good day today. Im just not letting shit get to me.

Lets go!

Fridays swiftly approaching, and I'm stoked for this concert I'm going to, as far as I know its going to be me Jeremiah, and I think Alsatias coming if he is. Gaige-King Explainer-Shawnesee is playing in his band along with like 6 other bands. I demand to party hardy!

For some reason, this weekend seems sooo good to me. No reason in particular, but just a pleathora of badassery all around.

Oh, and, I gots me an iTouch ^^! Its my first iAnything. It shall be my baby, and I will mod it, and love it, and use it to hack wifi signals ^^.

Another thing, if any of you have old spare electronics, old wiring, old small appliances, scrap metal, any of this, even surgical tubing, let me know, I'd love to get my hands on it. Currently Im working on the Pyro System 2.2, and a pirate radio station. Currently I have one gas oven pilot light, and a small length of surgical tube. If anybody has more of it, or an extra pilot light, let me know. For the Pirate radio, I deconstructed a small portable radio and got the antenna coupling, swapped the speakers around so its an infeed, and a small transistor. This is a long reach, but if anybody has a C.B. radio capacitor/transmitor/transistor that they don't need, let me know. Also, little Co2 catridges are needed for another project just getting off the ground. Oh, and if anybody has access to those little electrical nodes they use to stimulate muscles, I'd like those for another seperate project.

Thats it for now I suppose

Later!

Anyone can make what I have built, and better now. Anyone can find the same white pills, it takes my pain away.

Hm

Well, yesterday started awesome, and got horrendously sad near the end. This morning didn't make it much better. The short version is I saw Ally riding Alec in the back of her car. Yep.

Im really just feeling empty and lonely right now, not alot to put down; I guess thats it for today.

Later.

The horsemen are drawing nearer, on leather seats they ride, they've come to take your life.

Lets get this show on the road.

Just to show an example of how quick this deciteful bitch moves, she alreadys going out with Alec, yeah. Good to know, good to know.

On a better note, I look badass today. I mean gooood, I feel good to. Black dress shirt, red tie. Yes, yes. This only amplifies my feeling of being devious, and slightly sophisticated.

Musical practice last night was fun, I actually got to operate equipment instead of just building stuff.

Wonder what Jeremiahs doin' later today..Maybe he wants to grab some Taco Bell or something. That would be nice, feel like I havent hung out with him in a while.

Not really alot to say today.

Hung out with Ben Doane and Kim yesterday, just kinda walked around town.

Ugh, lifes getting really un-eventful as of late. I need excitement damn you!

Thats it I guess, later!

All alone on the ferris wheel, looking down on the world I hate so much.

Hm, well, lets get to it.

Friday, get out of school, hang out with Jett and Jeremiah, go over to Jeremiahs play some xbox, crash.

Saturday, wake up, like 8:00 am, the fuck, play some Left 4 Dead with Jett. Home for a bit, Hang out with James, Gareth, Jeremiah, Lee, Ben Doane, Audrey, and Alsatia. People go home until just me Gareth and Jeremiah. Sleeeeep. Wake up at like 10:00, Left 4 Dead with Gareth. Home, go buy shirt and tie, home, burn time seething about Monday, sleep.

Now that the days have been recapped, lets get to the thoughts.

I told Ally that I'm done, hell, a friend told me that she had me in the palm of her hand, and she was right. So, I stabbed her in her metaphorical palm. She didn't even seem effected by it, just an, "ok" and that was it. I'm not beat up about it, honestly I dont think I feel anything either, if anything, just a little peeved I wasted my time.

I still feel quite devious, and a little romantic, then a bit carnal. This is going to prove to be an interesting day.

So climb the walls and trash the halls and let the final round begin! Another man another hand taking what he will at whim! So self deprive and realise that only very few survive, and open wide and smile bright before those fists start a fight. Hit em high, and hit em hard, with your words and sounds and lights. Stun em quick, make em sick, with the harshest winter whites! And take back what we lack from the hospital halls! And make good when there the ones that fall!

Thats it I guess, later!

There aint no rest for the wicked, money doesnt grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, aint nothin' in this world for free.

Hm, well, lets give this a go.

I can't slow down, I can't hold back, though you know I wish I could. No there aint no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.

Today I feel like a thief, kinda good, I like it, and I really do consider myself to be one of those wicked people. Gotta get by somehow, and hell, you've all thought about it. Only people you thieve from are people you have nothing to do with. They don't know you at all. Just walk away. Hell, I love this life.

Anyway, I talked to Ally, and I'm still iffy about it all, I don't know what I want to do. Guess Ill cross that bridge when I get to it. For some reason, its just not seeming like that big of a deal.

Aint no rest for the wicked, later!

Give me fuel, give me fire, give me that which I desire!

This is a day of rage.

This is a day of carnage.

This is a day of regrets.

This is a day of false hopes.

This is a day of decite.

This is a day of lies.

This is a day of realization.

Well, I'm done with Ally, to hell with her. Everything shes said to me is a lie, all shes ever done, all shes ever meant, all I ever was. Lies. Basically, she was talking with a group of friends, and they said that I was gross, and she agreed, and Im done. Im very very done.

I'm having a shitty week, and I want the weekend to get here, so I can just do whatever the fuck I want. Im on a rampage today, they want fire, they'll get fire. Ill show them just how much can burn.

And when I burn, churning my direction, quench my thirst with gasoline.

I really leave behind alot for somebody, and I place all hopes in this person, and again, a knife in my back. So no more, I will not fall from this knife.

Shelter will not be provided for what I have to say today. They will then know, what has gone on.

Later.

A vial of hope and a vial of pain, in the light they both looked the same. Poured 'em out on into the world, on every boy and every girl.

Hm, not much to update with.

I had to do some work yesterday for this lady dying of cancer, apparently theres going to be a benefit dinner and I had to make these flyers and this corporate letter. She lost her life insurance, she lost her home, her job, all of it. They cant afford the bills, or the burial expense. Isn't life dandy?

Went to musical practice afterwords, basically just sat around and talked to friends.

JAMAICAN ME CRAZY WED TODAY! Happy times, I'm gonna have to bring my laptop to get more work done though T_T. Have to burn some sound effects for the tech crew.

I'm gettin' further with my guitar, learning alot more, alot easier. Feels good to know your getting better at something.

Anyway, I guess thats it for today, not alot to say, second hour update over. Later!

And I knew you when you were you, before they twisted all your views, before you came unglued!

Ok, missed an update yesterday, my bad.

Anyway, lets bring you up to speed. Friday night, I ended up going to Lauras Halloween party, it was ok, I did have a badass outfit. Afterwords, me and Jeremiah went over to Bens house for a bit, just because he didnt us to leave. Then me and Jeremiah went to his place and crashed.

Woke up Saturday, had to be home early, so I got home at like 9:00, picked some stuff up, cleaned the house a bit, chilled till 2:00. Went with Jeremiah, James, and Alsatia to Olive Garden, money goes bye bye once more. Fun times though. Went back to Jeremiahs with Alsatia, had to make her costume, butterfly knife, I love thee. Went trick or treating for a bit, somebody gave me a cough drop. Bastards. Went to Rachels house, hung out with everybody, wasnt bad. Went into Mason, went to Maggies sisters house, partied, it was awesome as hell. So much dancing, my outfit kept me from getting embarrased to ^^. Went with Lee and Eddie to Schallas for no more than 10 minutes, just to stop in and say hi. Went to Eddies, played some border lands, crashed.

Wake up Sunday, play more borderlands with Eddie. Jeremiah drops me off at home, chill till nightfall, sleeeeeep.

EEING EEING EEING, alarm goes off Monday, 5:30....EEEING EEING EEING, alarm goes off, Monday, 6:14, AH SHIT! Shower, zero hour. Ally, home, Jeremiah picks me up, schooooool.

After school, hang out with Ally, go out to the bridge under the train tracks, she has to go, I go to home, ...nachos..., Jeremiah picks me up for musical, I show off some mad skills to some girls, home, guitar, music, sleeeep.

Later!

I dont know if I've ever been good enough...Im a little bit rusty. And I think my head is caving in....

Well, not much more to say, but isn't that always the case?

I finally got my Halloween costume ordered, $60.00! My wallet says ouch. My original plan was to be Dr. Horrible, but they don't make those and the only one I found ended up being like $300, no thanks. Ended up picking this weird vampire thing. Party is on Saturday night, lookin' forward to it, and for no apparent reason me and some friends are headin' out to Olive Garden earlier that day for lunch. Woo!

I'm so tired as of late, I say I'm going to get to sleep at a decent hour when I get up, then when night comes, I stay up until like 2. Its a vicious cycle until Friday night comes and I don't have to worry about it, I'm out and about with my friends raising hell, then getting up at like noon.

I earned a cookie yesterday.

Still having a weird week, not a problem though, I enjoy it. The excitement faded, and nothing happened, disappointing.

Learned to play "People Are Strange" by The Doors last night. Pretty happy about it. A good song with nice little intro. I've been getting progressivly better at guitar lately. Alot of time aspiration to learn it now. Thanks Phil, you giant bastard, hah!

I guess that wraps it up for now, second hour update over.

Later!

I remember it was years ago, you know I, still count the days...You and I had quite a ways to go, I never once heard you complain.

Hm, not alot to say since the last time I posted, but I have to keep this a daily thing.

I got to hang out in the library with my friends all of fourth hour because we had nothing to do. Since I missed school Monday I also didnt get to cook yesterday in foods...Stirfry, you have eluded me. ...stir fry reaches level 2 and learns, "spicy flavoring"

[[Bonus half-point]] "Come waste your millions here", secretly she says... [[Bonus half-point over]]

Yeah, I havent been really interested in a lot of stuff this week, just kind of dragging through it. Today is Jamaican me crazy wed! Im happy now! Plus that means Friday is steadily approaching, hell, its really slow though, like...like......something really slow. I cant come up with anything funny right now.

Oh, everybody go check out http://www.blogger.com/profile/13919665343123010339, I don't know how to get from there to her blog, but yeah. She gets promotion for being the first comment on this entire blog.

Remember, give me the title and the band for points.

Later!

...Arrest this man, he talks in maths....He buzzes like a fridge, hes like a detuned radio...

Well, Ally got rejected by Trevor, so now her lifes collapsing all around, fun times, fun times. So far, I've yet to take a stand on any of it. Lots of sadness for her though...

Yeah, schools going by un-godly slow, Im excited today, thats probably why. I don't know what I'm excited about though, thats the wierd thing. Like, really excited, my stomach is fluttering, all that stuff. I just wish I knew about what.

[[Bonus half-point]] With your feet on the air and your head on the ground...Try this trick, and spin it, yeah...Your head will collapse, and theres nothing in it, and you'll ask yourself...[[Bonus half-point over]]

I dont really want to go to musical practice tonight, but hell, I'm pretty much tied to it, I didn't go yesterday. Yep yep, just havin' a wierd week.

SO EXCITED!

Remember, get your points in by coming up to me and giving me the name of the song and the band from my blog title and the half point.

Later!

I came offering the world, and I left with nothing.

Ally dumped me.

Another clever word, sets off an unsuspecting heard, and as you step back into line; a mob jumps to their feet.

Today feels like a Friday, don't know why. Tons of people are missing today, the parking lot is pretty barren. Everybodys sick, so the idea is to keep sending the sickly ones to school for no apparent reason, dumb asses. I think at some point, were all just going to get knocked down for the count, maybe then they will think to close like a load of other schools.

Ally came back today ^^, its nice to have her back, instantly made my day when I seen her this morning. I'm telling you, I really like her, and I mean a lot.

[[Bonus half-point area]] Your thoughts are ripping!!! Twisting!!! Tearing your mind apart!!![[Bonus half-point area over]]

Conferences went ok last night, holding down the classes just fine. No grounding for me.

Techs been getting progressively boring, and I mean boring. I'm losing a ton, if not complete interest in it, just let me in the booth to run the damn show instead of constructing the set.

Remember, come to me with the song title and the band to earn your points for the day!

Second hour update over! Later!

Le heros s'appelle Bob Morane. A la recherche de l'ombre jaune

Today is a very boring day, I haven't had a lot of things to do, and first hour was a time for rebelling. Ally isn't here today, not a surprise though, I called her last night and shes sick. So this adds to the boredom factor of today. On the bright side though, Jamaican me crazy wed.

The weekend is steadily nearing, and that rocks. Eddie bought Borderlands last night, so he may be comin' over today to rock the hell out of that with me. I was told that I look like more of a badass today, he said I've seemed like that for the past week or so, yeah, I guess that works out for me XD.

[[Bonus half point area]] Aw man I think the clock is slow....I don't feel tardy. CLASS DISMISSED!!!! [[Bonus over]] Remember, give me the name of the song, and the band, and you get points, yesterday, Taylor Murphy was awarded the point for From the Ritz to the Rubble - Arctic Monkeys.

Guess thats it for today, second hour update over, later!

Last night these two bouncers, And one of em's alright, the other ones the scarey 'en, his way or no way, totalatarian

Second hour update yet again, hung out with Ally yesterday for a couple hours, just kind of hung out and walked around town. Not much. Talked a bit, I think things will end up alright. Like I said before, let the chips fall where they may.

Ive been having a peculiar day, things seem different, kind of exhilerating for some reason. I hope its not due to something bad, but its kind of a nice change of pace.

Gotta go be tech in the musical tonight, 6:00, its good to feel usefull. Jeremiah joined the actual play now since Alsatia convinced him to, thats kinda cool, hopefully were working in the booth more.

Remember, find me and say the band and name of the song for my blog title, and you win! Dont know what you win, but Ill keep track of whos winning, you have to be first though if you want the points.

Later!

Does she miss any kiss, that I placed upon her lips. Does she have a photograph of me at all?

Lets get the weekend update started. Friday night, I went to the football game and the dance. Normally thats not really my type of thing, but Ally was going to be there and I wanted to see her. Afterwords we went to the dance together and...uh...yeah...xD...lot of grinding. Ended up crashing at home, rare, but a nice change of pace.

Saturday, wake up, call Jeremiah, hang out with Jeremiah, HOLY SHIT hes dating Alsatia?! Come to terms with it slowly, ever so slowly, hang out at Eddies. Meet up with Gareth and Lee. Try to get Ally to go up to MSU with us, but her mom was being a bitch. Go to MSU, bubble island, battlepods, PARANORMAL ACTIVITY! If you havent seen that movie go watch it now, now, get up and go right now. For 15 seconds straight the entire theater was just screaming.

Sunday, woke up at Gareths, Left 4 Dead, chinese, grab some airsoft guns and shoot each other all to hell. Home.

So, yeah, eventful weekend I suppose. I really like Ally though, I want to make her life better, I want to be that shining star that blazes through the darkness.

Well, thats it for the second hour update I guess, later!

And if I say, I wanna set you free, don't you know you'll be in misery? They call me; Dr. Love.

Good days, good days. Allys ex was talking to her, talking shit about me, saying "You should just leave him and come back to me." her response? "go fuck yourself" Yeah, take that Trevor, I told that ass a hundred times, don't do that, your going to lose her.

Oh my god, how can you deny the flood, thats flowing through you.

Second hour update once more, yesterday was pretty fun, went out to jamaican me crazy wed. With some friends, went back and hung out at my house for a bit with Jeremiah and Ben, watched a bit of I Am Legend. Damn dog kill scene is sad T_T. Ally was supposed to come over, but like I said, she had to do something with her mom.

Im happy dating her, shes really nice and has the ability to make me smile and then open my eyes wide in suprise xD.

'Cause were just falling faster than anyone else has before, annonymous disaster is breaking down the door!

Eh, not alot else to really say I guess, second hour update over. Later!

If I were you...I would take this as a sign....Belive its true...We were never meant to fly...

Well, yesterday I was rape-kissed like four times. It was strange, and awkward. I seen the two girls who did it later on that day, the first one I talked to and enjoyed it, the second one, well, I got an hour long discussion about how her life was shit. So, instead of me crushing her further, I tried fixing her life, and hooked her up with this other guy that she likes, Ben Doane. Last thing I heard, everythings going fine.

I ended up asking the first girl out, Ally, shes really nice. She said yes, and then I found out that shes a really good kisser xD.

Whos the captain of the ship? I think its sinking! I know I dont know what I know, I dont know, what was I thinking?

A couple days ago I invited her over with some other friends, she cant come sadly T_T. Has to go do something with her mom, lame.

Still working tech at the musical, were just building shit and building more shit. I want to work in the booth more though.

Thats it for the second hour update I guess, later!

Open wide, and smile bright, before those fists start a fight.

This weekend rocked. The fact that it was a three day weekend alone makes it great, but hanging out with friends all the time makes it better.

I still have the dilema of those girls liking me, and all of them are getting worse, they just keep liking me, I can do nothing to make them back down. The sad thing is though, I dont really mind it, its nice to be wanted, especially by more than one person, its a change of pace to say the least.

Lately I've been kind of happy, jsut go with the flow type of attitude. Its nice, I dont have to worry about the future, and can forget about the past, to just live for the nwo, enjoyable.

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground, try this trick, and spin it...

Well, second hour update over, later!

City moves, city lies, city lives, and city dies

Its Friday, and I am in a complete and utter daze of sleeplessness, I demand to stay awake longer. I demand a three day weekend! Oh wait, demand granted! YES! Mondays off, I plan throwing all my time into the fire with my friends. Stun 'em quick, make 'em sick, with the harshest winter whites.

Went to a postponed Jamaican me crazy wed. on thur. yesterday, Audry, the girl we started going for in the first place, didn't work wed. Had a throbbing headache, but I didnt have to go to tech crew so it was ok, got some time to myself. It rules.

On the girls now, its still a bitch having to be the one who decides who gets crushed.

Anyway, enough for today, later!

Sleep with one eye open, gripping your pillow tight.

I have no idea how this has happened, but like four girls have pretty much told me to ask them out. Feels good to be liked. But also feels like a dick move to say yes to one and watch all the others go away. Im thinking about just letting the chips fall where they may, ones to young, so that counts her out, one has dated my friend for like, 2 years before, one seems really really wild, and one probably doesnt really like me so yeah. Choices.

I did in fact forgive Lee, yeah, he gave me a sincere appology, which I know is hard for him, and he actually meant it. Thank you.

I didnt get any sleep last night, and by any, I mean ANY, not even a doze off. I don't know why, but it was an unsleepable night. I feel dead today, and Im sure I look like crap.

Fridays getting closer, hell yes, and once again, I plan to not ever stop doing something. Just like last time also, I have no idea what that something is.

The last couple days have proven to be eventful, I've been getting home at like 9:30, after leaving the house at 6:30 in the morning, so, alot of stuff, alot of stuff.

Anyway, second hour update over, later!

Everything I say...Like Socrates...Most people love to quote me...My real name is...Mephistopheles...But you can call me baby...

Well, Im done with a couple people now. Lee, my friend for quite some time, has done some bad things and feels no remorse whatsoever towards it, so the friendships over with him. The other person Im done with is Taylor Murphy, shes a horrible person, she cries over EVERYTHING, but still does the same things to others. Shes a hypocrite, a massive hypocrite. Her last blog consisted of an entire message of her dashing me to her friends saying how that made it such a good weekend. Yeah, what a horrid person.

I still think some of her friends are cool, and they appologized, and actually meant it, so I forgave them, but Lee and Taylor? I wont forgive.

In other news, my mp3 player died, it lasted four strong years...Sad days.

Nothing really left to say, later!

This bottle of stevens, awakens ancient feelings.

People are cruel

Close up to get a real good view, I'm betting that the species will survive.

The experiments off, maybe not indeffinetly, but for a decent while, theres just no way I can do this with school going on. Sleep deprivation seems like a way to experience some pretty cool things, but I just dont have the ability right now.

That girl I was talking about is being extra nice today, and she keeps asking me for hugs. ._.

Friday I'm headin' out with a group of friends to go see Zombie Land! Its going to be awesome. Hilarious shit right there.

...Insightful-ness, NOW!

We are crumbling people, we are swiftly running out of stable ground to stand on and soon enough, were all going to drown. I don't quite know if theres anything we could do to fix the way things are going, but what we can do for now, is enjoy the time you got, because the futures looking bleak.

...CEASE INSIGHTFUL-NESS...NOW!

I gotta round up people today and tomorrow to go rockin' bowling with me Saturday.

Nothing to exciting today, just getting through another day, second hour update, out.

Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stuff...Got medication, a new addiction, fuckin' thanks alot.

Second hour seems to be a popular place to update. It supplies me with a nice amount of bordem.

I went to heaven, I couldnt get in, for what I have done...I said "Forsake me" He said "Your crazy, you were to much fun."

That girl I was talking about for a sec I think likes me, poor thing, she has no idea. Also, shes to young. (Freshman)

Friday seems so far away. The sleep deprivation experiment starts tonight. Its going to be hell to get through, but Im certain that it will prove to be a worthwhile experiment. I guess Im just going to see how real the halucinations become. Perhaps reality will warp like I said. Anybody who knows me, be wary for the next two days, I may not be myself, and I may not be where I think I am.

I really want people to start knowing who I am, and I want them to like me, and I want to be that coy, flirty, mischief maker. Maybe I can wake up as a different person after this experiment.

Stay tuned for more details!

In a toga...With flowers.

Well, seems like another second hour update. Im currently in a toga. Yep, a toga. Its actually quite fun though. Its great to see other people all dressed up for it to. Only seniors get to wear them ^^.

Anyway, I've been talking to this girl, she seems nice, but shes to young for me. She seems kind of nieve to the ways of the world yet anyway.

Listening to this demented clown/circus music, its creepy, but makes me feel homicidal, yay! Now John Lennons on...Damnit, way to kill the mood. Eh, screw you, back to the normal blog song. A.m. 180.

I'm hesitant on the sleep deprevation experiment just because I dont want to go in dragging ass tired. I need to monitor how much time it takes, not just guess, for the halucinations to come.

So, other than the toga, its been pretty uneventful. Havent stayed at home for shit this weekend. Always out and about. Tried to go to seven gables, we all chickened out at the gate.

You seem to have a Machete in your leg.

Well, it is second hour in school, guess who doesn't want to be here. Yep, me. Ive been thinking more on the idea of sleep deprivation. Perhaps you can get to a point, where the delusions become so intense, that it actually provides complete escape from reality. Sure, that sounds a bit far fetched, but theoretically possible. If enough aspects of reality get warped, than it ceases to be reality right?

Sleep, it still doesn't go easy for me. Every night I toss and turn, stare at the ceiling, and constantly check the clock until around 2:00 a.m. I then wake up about 2 or 3 minutes before my alarm goes off, that, is a terrible feeling. Its not that I'm not tired, I'm exhausted, I just cant sleep.

Hoffman...Hes rambling... Gotta go.

I think that guy was choking on a noise.

I've been crashing at friends places for days on end. I think I've only stayed home for a total of about three hours this entire three day weekend. Yeah, thats the only way to go. I've been having a more, care-free kind of life as of late. Not one shred of homework this entire trimester so far. The sleep deprivation experiment will be held after an experiment where I listen to a single song while I sleep to see how it will effect my mood for the next day. Since its only a four day week, the song list is as follows, Night 1: A.M. 180 - Granndaddy, Night 2: Kidnap the Sandy Claus - Korn, Night 3: Undone (The Sweater Song) - Weezer, Night 4: Metroid Cranial Remix - Armcannon. So, the first nights cheery, night two is mischevious, night three is dreary/drowsy, and night four is terrifying. Gonna see how it goes. Ill keep ya posted.

I keep wanting some cataclysmic event to happen that captivates the entire world, but its still not coming. Maybe soon, maybe soon, I can dream.

Yeah, short blog today I guess, later.

His head was a T.V. that picked up nothing but static and techno...

I decided that home was not a good option after school today, just did not feel it. So I ended up going to hang out with some friends, we went to the mandatory "Jamaican me crazy Wednesday" and got wired later on that day, all in all, it was a physically quiet day.

Also, I discovered that it takes on an average of 40 hours of sleep deprivation for hallucinations to start taking effect, this, means I have a new project. You see, I'm not willing to set idly by and let life go by me the same way it does daily, no, that just...That's just wretched, and honestly, a waste of time. Its not going to be the everyday things you remember when you finally reach the end of your road, it is going to be however, the crazy things, those things you probably should not do because of the health issues, but like I said, big deal. Ill keep you all updated on this little experiment.

I've been thinking still, more and more each day, (And my thirst still is not quenched) where is the catastrophic and life changing event that is supposed to involve the world? That one thing that spires us all into some sort of extreme confusion along with terror? Well, I guess in theory its all around, but that's the lame version.

I guess in short, I just want a more interesting take on life, and no matter what, just like my thirst, this yearning will not be quenched.

Don't worry, thats just the nerves dying.

I really don't have to edit more than a few words of tonight's post to make it so fittingly true to my situation, and I guess, that situation is no more than life. Yeah, that's about right.

You see, the world is set up to fall towards an inevitable doom of some grave and catastrophic fate, and there is absolutely nothing we can do to stop it; however, you can push the people currently on the edge clear the-fuck over. Thus, one more to your army. It's quite simple really, open the eyes of the already dis-pleased to the true light of things, and then show them a way to alleviate the way things work. In the end, you should have an effective army of this type.

"Man, I see in society (<--- edited word) the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off."


So in the end, you will perhaps have a place of high power, maybe a position of fear, a figure on par with the standings with pestilence and the other three horsemen, yes, that is the way to finally unleash the true carnal and primal abilities. Some of us have just already unlocked this ability.

Some of us, will never sleep again.

So, I've been reviewing my life as of late, and its getting kind of weird. For example, I forget where I am at random times throughout the day, (Which is hell to conceal at school, you just have to pray you don't freak out when you re-surface.) I'm CONSTANTLY thirsty, yet no matter what I drink, or how much of it I drink, its never quenched. Insomnia, lots and lots of insomnia, and it just keeps getting worse, I'm falling into a routine of finally sleeping at 3 am-ish and getting up at a 5:30, its not because I want to, I just cant sleep anymore.

Lifes been getting a bit more, how would I say, entertaining? With the forgetting locations portion, I get a little surprise now and then, with the insomnia, I get warped vision, slight hallucinations, and a bit of a lucid-life style. Sure, there are a few drawbacks, but nothing I cant manage.

I had a bit of an epiphany today, or perhaps you would call it a prophetic proverb, whatever, "The deteriating or crippled brain, supplies one with endless possibilities, even if these events never actually lave the mental confinement of the hosts mind." Simply put, I can escape in my own head.

The people of the world never lift their heads from the ground long enough to actually examine, come to terms, and seperate from the filth and pestillence that spews from the pores of others. We cannot escape, we cannot destroy, but we can erradicate, and that, my dear friends, is all that one ever needs to achieve in life.

Why? Because you sent a child to the crusades!!! THATS WHY!

Well, lets get some damn facts straight, I'm Logan, I'm 17, and I love being bat-shit insane around people, lets just hope for all our sakes that these people are my friends and not somebody that took a bad stroll down main street just in time to see me fleeing from the bloody mess left in the liquor store. *Breathing here, holy shit.* OK! I guess I'm that guy who took the idea you had for Friday night fun, ran it through the mill, and had it come out the other end with "bad idea" written all over it. Since I live in Michigan, I think it gives me the right to be paranoid about the mitten state balling up into a fist and crushing us all, eh, whatever, we had a good run yeah?! YEAH!

So, my last year in high school just started, yeah it sucks to be there but I have some pretty face-roll classes. (For those of you out there that don't get that, it basically means you can put a pair of goggles on and roll/smash your face on the desk, while still passing.) I guess life is gettin' pretty heated up, excitement, drama, and odd blood spots on the hallway walls, weird...somebody left their skull-caked sledge hammer in my locker, oh well.

I guess this will be a trash can for my mind-vomit. Have fun taking a peak into the dementia people!

Thus, the blog is created, named? "And then I guess I must have snapped, because I grabbed a baseball bat."