You will believe my lies, that I'm not like other guys. That sparkle in my eyes, is just part of my disguise.

Onto the loooong weekend update.

Wed. Get out of school, go to Jamaican me crazy, burn time all we want because there wasn't any more musical. A fairly large group this time. Afterwords head over to Panera, first time I've ever been there, I approve. Go to Rachels house to play Monopoly, get sick of it, hide and seek, Mario Kart, leave. Go to Gareths, game game game, sleeeeep.

Wake up Thursday, Wendys with Gareth, shower, ...rest is a blank till Friday night.

Meet up with Gareth, Lee, Jeremiah, Alsatia, and her friend Audra. Go to Meijers, THE LOUNGE WAS GONE! Leave. Go to Jeremiahs for pingpong, leave, go to Felspauch for cookie dough, leave, Alsatias house, watch Anchorman, eat cookies, awesome, leave. Go to Eddies, Gareth sick, he goes home, deep conversations with Lee, Eddie, and Jeremiah. Sleep.

Wake up Saturday, go home for a bit, head out with Lee and Taylor to Bubble Island, have fun, drink awesome tea, yay mango stars. Drop Taylor off, deep conversations with Lee, go to Gareths, L4D! Kill kill kill shoot shoot, holy crap why is nobody getting this smoker off me, kill shooot, heal, ow Im down, revive, kill, FUCK THIS GAME! ...okay keep going, kill kill, we beat a campeign! Rejoice! Celebrate with 5:00 am sleep!

Wake up Sunday, fuck its Sunday. Go home, stay home, deep conversation with Taylor, sleep.

Thats the weekend for ya.

Later!




...Stay classy San Diego

Please tell me why, my car is in the front yard, and I'm, sleeping with my clothes on. I came in throught the window, last night.

NOW! (Don't get mad, its just some fun ;D)

Well, yesterday I didn't end up hanging out with Jeremiah, in fact, I actually got some work done...Then killed zombies.

Today however, is the equivalent of Friday, and my god, it is also Jamaican Me Crazy Wed.! You can't deny that it is a recipe for awesome. So much free time, so much of it is going to be wasted. Woo!

I feel like today is actually a really good day, I played Basketball in gym today, and yes, I do suck at it, but hell, it was fun. This really addicting song is in my head to. My Own Worst Enemy - Lit, if you get some time, listen to it.

Have a good weekend!

FINALLY! GOODBYE! (Calm down xD)

Later!

Here lies everything...The world I wanted at my feet...My victory's complete...So hail to the king......Arise and sing.....

Lets make this happen.

Yesterday, was supremely un-eventful.

Today though, I get some bro-time, and yes, I am calling it bro-time. Gonna hang out with Jeremiah after his bowling practice. It will be fun.

Tomorrow is like Friday!!! BLOODY STOKED! Since the musicals over I have so much free time. In all honesty, most of its going to be spent groggily playing video games or heading up to Lansing. I don't plan on being at my house more than an hour that entire time, fuck that, had enough of that.

I guess thats all I really got to update with today.

Later

I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds...

...Wild blog update appears!

So, Friday night, we had the first performance of the musical. It went so smooth it was ridiculous. Afterwords alot of us all went to Denny's and just kinda hung out for a bit. I ended up crashing at home that night, but it wasn't that big of a deal, I was beat.

Saturday, wake up, chill until Jeremiah comes and gets me for musical, do another good show, talk with friends that came, go to wicked cast party, talk with people I normally wouldn't, catch up with friends I haven't seen a while, see some girls in a hot tub, yeah, good so far. Go to Gareths. Jeremiah, James, Eddie, Lee, Gareth of course, and I all rock out some L4D2. Crash. Sleeping was terrible.

Sunday, wake up groggy and in pain, go get chinese with Gareth. Get home at 2:00, go to the final show. Another good one. Strike the set. Finally cross the bridge between the two and find out that Josh likes Rachel, I tell him that she likes him to, happy ending. Leave, go hang out with Lee and Jeremiah for like an hour and grab Wendy's. Home, sleep.

Thats all for the weekend update.

Later.

You may say, I'm a dreamer...But I'm not the only one. I hope someday, you will join us, and the world will be one.

Lets get to it.

So, yesterday, I spent my entire day in the Auditorium, we got some practice in, then did a school preview for all three schools, it was hectic, and a bit stressful. Im nervous about tonight, I really wish I didn't get myself into this, but it would be cruel to bail out now.

Hey, its Friday, for some reason I keep forgeting that. Possibly heading to Dennys after the show tonight. I guess its a tradition or something.

Shot longbows in gym today, one can never feel more midevil than he can shooting a longbow. Me and Gabe Christ both were up there, plugging away....My fingers hurt.

Want to hang out with some friends this weekend, but the show is going to get in the way. If we do something, its going to be one of those 'on the fly' type of decisions, and that will be fine, I just don't want to only spend one night with my friends, and end up crashing at home both Friday and Saturday. Perhaps a Bubble Island run is in order.

I guess thats it for now

Later!

Stamp on the ground! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Move it all around! Jumpin' all around!

Hm, blog time is go!

So, last night was pretty good, I got through school ok, and in tact (Arm? Check, leg? Ok, were good). After I got home, I got a call from my grandma that she was bringing over Left 4 Dead 2, yes, oh god yes. Zombie killing at its finest my friends, and its not immature to think that it may happen, its just preparing for a slim occurance. If it does happen, its going to be some strange strain of rabies, and your probably going to be able to kill them any way you could a normal human.

Jamaican me crazy Wed. today. I'm happy the week is flying by this fast. Though this weekend might not be the best, its still a weekend. The show is just going to eat up alot of time with it. Im trying to get Rachel to go with us, but Alsatia thinks we should wait until next week so it will be less hectic, though, its not really going to be hectic at all.

Cooking today in foods, so Im skipping lunch. Thats a great way to end the school day, making food. My groups going to be doing some Fettucine Alfrado.

I guess thats it for now.

Later!

Punches, kicks, trenches and swords!

Alright, lets get this show on the road.

Went to Taco Bell with Jeremiah, Alsatia, and Gareth (Awesome). Then went to musical practice. It ran really late though, and Jeremiah left me there, so I had to run home in the dark. I got yelled at, and my parents might keep me from doing the musical now.

Today started pretty interesting, Ally came up to me, got up in my face and started yelling. I got that rage yell going and she backed down and went back to her group. After she was safe in the confines of tons of people, she yells for me to go kill myself, I then reply, "Funny, you are the one that always wants to." Casual walk away. Got to love some good confrontation.

Shot bows in first hour. Ben B has some wicked marks on his arm from the string. Hopefully bringing in my longbow Friday. So far, second hours rocked. Mr. Hoffman left the room and we had a massive paper fight, everybody was into it, some people were on the ground wrestling, then he came back. We started hoarding ammo, and he left again, Jake shouts "ROUND 2!" And we all get right back to it, freaking awesome. I think this is going to be a regular thing.

I wonder what everybodys doing today after school. Gah, the weekend seems so far away, its only Tuesday.

Guess thats it for now.

Later!

Someone said its alright, save it now, dont say it for my sake. Someone said its alright, faster now, you know Ive got no brakes.

Alright, lets get this on the road.

Friday night, I hung out with Jeremiah for a bit, then picked up Alsatia at Rachels house, talked Rachel into coming with us, and we went to the concert. It was ok, not that great, but hell, it was loud music, and I was fine with it. We ended up leaving early though because we werent going to be able to see Gauges band, which is the entire reason we went.

We then went to subway for like a minute just to stop in and see James. After that we went to Meijers and sat in the meijer lounge until this old bastard came up, gave us a lecture, and told us to move. He said, 'this is not a lounge', so I had to make the remark, 'funny, we call it the meijer lounge.' As we were walking away, he called me an asshole, so we all made jokes on the way out. "Don't worry guys, at least we dont work at Meijer for a living!" Played a bit of the truth game, dropped Rachel and Alsatia off, crashed.

Saturday, uneventful.

Sunday, equally uneventful.

So not a big weekend this time around, but hell, what can ya do. I do know that after school today Jeremiah, Alsatia, and I are all having a Taco Bell run. Musical practice is sure to be hell, its show week, and apparently this is the week where everybody has to sell there soul to Sco.

To indulge my nerdness, Left 4 Dead 2 comes out tomorrow! Jeremiah, Gareth, and I should get together and play the hell out of it, come to think of it, I think thats the plan. Probably not tomorrow, but maybe squeeze it in around the musical this weekend.

I guess thats it for now.

Later!

Some poser at hands me cake at a birthday party, "What you want me to do?! Eat it?! Happy birthday to the ground!!!"

Well, Im having a pretty damn good day today. Im just not letting shit get to me.

Lets go!

Fridays swiftly approaching, and I'm stoked for this concert I'm going to, as far as I know its going to be me Jeremiah, and I think Alsatias coming if he is. Gaige-King Explainer-Shawnesee is playing in his band along with like 6 other bands. I demand to party hardy!

For some reason, this weekend seems sooo good to me. No reason in particular, but just a pleathora of badassery all around.

Oh, and, I gots me an iTouch ^^! Its my first iAnything. It shall be my baby, and I will mod it, and love it, and use it to hack wifi signals ^^.

Another thing, if any of you have old spare electronics, old wiring, old small appliances, scrap metal, any of this, even surgical tubing, let me know, I'd love to get my hands on it. Currently Im working on the Pyro System 2.2, and a pirate radio station. Currently I have one gas oven pilot light, and a small length of surgical tube. If anybody has more of it, or an extra pilot light, let me know. For the Pirate radio, I deconstructed a small portable radio and got the antenna coupling, swapped the speakers around so its an infeed, and a small transistor. This is a long reach, but if anybody has a C.B. radio capacitor/transmitor/transistor that they don't need, let me know. Also, little Co2 catridges are needed for another project just getting off the ground. Oh, and if anybody has access to those little electrical nodes they use to stimulate muscles, I'd like those for another seperate project.

Thats it for now I suppose

Later!

Anyone can make what I have built, and better now. Anyone can find the same white pills, it takes my pain away.

Hm

Well, yesterday started awesome, and got horrendously sad near the end. This morning didn't make it much better. The short version is I saw Ally riding Alec in the back of her car. Yep.

Im really just feeling empty and lonely right now, not alot to put down; I guess thats it for today.

Later.

The horsemen are drawing nearer, on leather seats they ride, they've come to take your life.

Lets get this show on the road.

Just to show an example of how quick this deciteful bitch moves, she alreadys going out with Alec, yeah. Good to know, good to know.

On a better note, I look badass today. I mean gooood, I feel good to. Black dress shirt, red tie. Yes, yes. This only amplifies my feeling of being devious, and slightly sophisticated.

Musical practice last night was fun, I actually got to operate equipment instead of just building stuff.

Wonder what Jeremiahs doin' later today..Maybe he wants to grab some Taco Bell or something. That would be nice, feel like I havent hung out with him in a while.

Not really alot to say today.

Hung out with Ben Doane and Kim yesterday, just kinda walked around town.

Ugh, lifes getting really un-eventful as of late. I need excitement damn you!

Thats it I guess, later!

All alone on the ferris wheel, looking down on the world I hate so much.

Hm, well, lets get to it.

Friday, get out of school, hang out with Jett and Jeremiah, go over to Jeremiahs play some xbox, crash.

Saturday, wake up, like 8:00 am, the fuck, play some Left 4 Dead with Jett. Home for a bit, Hang out with James, Gareth, Jeremiah, Lee, Ben Doane, Audrey, and Alsatia. People go home until just me Gareth and Jeremiah. Sleeeeep. Wake up at like 10:00, Left 4 Dead with Gareth. Home, go buy shirt and tie, home, burn time seething about Monday, sleep.

Now that the days have been recapped, lets get to the thoughts.

I told Ally that I'm done, hell, a friend told me that she had me in the palm of her hand, and she was right. So, I stabbed her in her metaphorical palm. She didn't even seem effected by it, just an, "ok" and that was it. I'm not beat up about it, honestly I dont think I feel anything either, if anything, just a little peeved I wasted my time.

I still feel quite devious, and a little romantic, then a bit carnal. This is going to prove to be an interesting day.

So climb the walls and trash the halls and let the final round begin! Another man another hand taking what he will at whim! So self deprive and realise that only very few survive, and open wide and smile bright before those fists start a fight. Hit em high, and hit em hard, with your words and sounds and lights. Stun em quick, make em sick, with the harshest winter whites! And take back what we lack from the hospital halls! And make good when there the ones that fall!

Thats it I guess, later!

There aint no rest for the wicked, money doesnt grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, aint nothin' in this world for free.

Hm, well, lets give this a go.

I can't slow down, I can't hold back, though you know I wish I could. No there aint no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.

Today I feel like a thief, kinda good, I like it, and I really do consider myself to be one of those wicked people. Gotta get by somehow, and hell, you've all thought about it. Only people you thieve from are people you have nothing to do with. They don't know you at all. Just walk away. Hell, I love this life.

Anyway, I talked to Ally, and I'm still iffy about it all, I don't know what I want to do. Guess Ill cross that bridge when I get to it. For some reason, its just not seeming like that big of a deal.

Aint no rest for the wicked, later!

Give me fuel, give me fire, give me that which I desire!

This is a day of rage.

This is a day of carnage.

This is a day of regrets.

This is a day of false hopes.

This is a day of decite.

This is a day of lies.

This is a day of realization.

Well, I'm done with Ally, to hell with her. Everything shes said to me is a lie, all shes ever done, all shes ever meant, all I ever was. Lies. Basically, she was talking with a group of friends, and they said that I was gross, and she agreed, and Im done. Im very very done.

I'm having a shitty week, and I want the weekend to get here, so I can just do whatever the fuck I want. Im on a rampage today, they want fire, they'll get fire. Ill show them just how much can burn.

And when I burn, churning my direction, quench my thirst with gasoline.

I really leave behind alot for somebody, and I place all hopes in this person, and again, a knife in my back. So no more, I will not fall from this knife.

Shelter will not be provided for what I have to say today. They will then know, what has gone on.

Later.

A vial of hope and a vial of pain, in the light they both looked the same. Poured 'em out on into the world, on every boy and every girl.

Hm, not much to update with.

I had to do some work yesterday for this lady dying of cancer, apparently theres going to be a benefit dinner and I had to make these flyers and this corporate letter. She lost her life insurance, she lost her home, her job, all of it. They cant afford the bills, or the burial expense. Isn't life dandy?

Went to musical practice afterwords, basically just sat around and talked to friends.

JAMAICAN ME CRAZY WED TODAY! Happy times, I'm gonna have to bring my laptop to get more work done though T_T. Have to burn some sound effects for the tech crew.

I'm gettin' further with my guitar, learning alot more, alot easier. Feels good to know your getting better at something.

Anyway, I guess thats it for today, not alot to say, second hour update over. Later!

And I knew you when you were you, before they twisted all your views, before you came unglued!

Ok, missed an update yesterday, my bad.

Anyway, lets bring you up to speed. Friday night, I ended up going to Lauras Halloween party, it was ok, I did have a badass outfit. Afterwords, me and Jeremiah went over to Bens house for a bit, just because he didnt us to leave. Then me and Jeremiah went to his place and crashed.

Woke up Saturday, had to be home early, so I got home at like 9:00, picked some stuff up, cleaned the house a bit, chilled till 2:00. Went with Jeremiah, James, and Alsatia to Olive Garden, money goes bye bye once more. Fun times though. Went back to Jeremiahs with Alsatia, had to make her costume, butterfly knife, I love thee. Went trick or treating for a bit, somebody gave me a cough drop. Bastards. Went to Rachels house, hung out with everybody, wasnt bad. Went into Mason, went to Maggies sisters house, partied, it was awesome as hell. So much dancing, my outfit kept me from getting embarrased to ^^. Went with Lee and Eddie to Schallas for no more than 10 minutes, just to stop in and say hi. Went to Eddies, played some border lands, crashed.

Wake up Sunday, play more borderlands with Eddie. Jeremiah drops me off at home, chill till nightfall, sleeeeeep.

EEING EEING EEING, alarm goes off Monday, 5:30....EEEING EEING EEING, alarm goes off, Monday, 6:14, AH SHIT! Shower, zero hour. Ally, home, Jeremiah picks me up, schooooool.

After school, hang out with Ally, go out to the bridge under the train tracks, she has to go, I go to home, ...nachos..., Jeremiah picks me up for musical, I show off some mad skills to some girls, home, guitar, music, sleeeep.

Later!